Man In Amnesia - Fitzgerald Keith Roberts - (PERIDOT - OPAL - JUNE. 2014)

Extract from Man In Amnesia, Opal......

OPAL
“EQUALS I”

DEATH
Now, this is the third phase of the Opal paper, and the intention here is to bring matters into a clearer prospective. Whether this intention is fulfilled within one will largely depend on one’s ability to have established in oneself thus far; to think abstractly, maintain an open mind and persevere in the face of one’s own manufactured resistance.
The previous two Opal papers, pointed towards a future in which we should expect some sort of dramatic change. What these changes may imply for mankind, will now be made the focal point of this, the third segment of this Opal paper.
For the sake of clarity, the term human being will continue to be used to describe man, as it is today, even though it is an inappropriate term. However, from here on in, when the term human being is used in relation to the present day appearance of mankind, man, it should be immediately mentally substituted, for the accurate term, which is homan, and not human being.
“Unless a man die and is born again, in no way can he enter the Kingdom of Heaven”.
Supposedly this sentence was spoken by the Master, Jesus The Christ, during His ministry.
Let us look at this sentence a little more closely.
What is the first premise we will apply to the filters of our observation insofar as this sentence is concerned?
The first thing we must make clear to ourselves is that whatever is being referred to here is not, what? The answer is physical.
This sentence is speaking about something unseen, something abstract. If the essence of Christ was connected to the most evolved human being on the planet at that time, His frame of references would be what?
The answer is Unseen Worlds first, because why?
Everything begins in the unseen worlds, as conductivity, and ends up in the seen worlds as what?
The answer is definition.
Yes?
Everything begins in the unseen worlds, and materializes in the seen worlds of physical matter, or definition. When an individual’s life is governed ordered and dominated by an unseen power connected to conscious evolution, as in the case of Moses, The Master, Jesus The Christ, and to some degree the Prophet Mohammed, everything they say, do, think or feel, is a conscious reflection of the natural laws. They live without contradiction and are a witness participant of conscious life: Those who have eyes to see. Therefore, see that the choice of words used by The Master Jesus, were essence connected to the power of evolution, better known as The Christ; which in turn was a local representative of The Absolute Cause. As this was the case, we must accept that any reference to the spoken word of, The Christ, were caused by the essence of evolution, itself.
Now, whether this sentence was actually spoken by The Christ or not, is neither here nor there. The point is this, when this sentence is passed through the filters of our understanding of the Natural Laws and principles, one realizes that this, as with all of the many passages attributed to The Master, are full of deep, abstract esoteric meaning. This meaning also serves to confirm the existence of Natural Laws and that everything begins in the unseen worlds.
Let us look at the sentence, “Unless a man die and is born again, in no way can he enter the Kingdom of Heaven” in segments, beginning with the first word;

UNLESS
What is the nature of the word unless? What do you feel inside of yourself? What do you feel yourself connect to, when, as an example, the person facing you, begins their sentence, by using the word unless?
When a person begins a sentence with the word unless, the effect is like being issued an ultimatum. Sentences that begin with the word unless, such as; “unless you do this”, or “unless you do that”, usually end in a description of certain consequences one may be faced with, if the particular demand or requirement, is not complied with.
“Unless” is a veiled threat, a warning of certain action to come, or at the very least, some order of caution.
Now we cannot speak about requirements without speaking about denial, because denial and requirement go hand in hand. Therefore, see that this sentence begins by alerting the person destined to receive these words, with at the very least, a cautionary warning. This is what the word unless implies, and we have been informed that these are the choice of words, spoken by the highest, most refined and developed, consciously evolved, individual, living in the planet, at that time,.
In other words, by starting this sentence in this way, The Christ was alerting us to a clause in the contract of life and death. Behind starting such a significant sentence in such a manner, is the understanding that although an individual has the ability to choose, one cannot choose the process by which refinement development takes place; because it is governed, ordered, and dominated by, a domain much higher than our own, which imposes certain requirements upon man.

A MAN
What type of man are we talking about here?
A Model One type of man? A Model Two type of man? Or Model Three type of man?
As we are aware, there are different qualities of human being alive in planet Earth. The Christ was the most refined, most developed, most evolved human being alive in the planet at that time. However, he was surrounded by a full range of under-developed human beings, of all types of natures, qualities, and degenerate and perverse variables.
We must ask ourselves the question, are the words “a man”, refereeing to a mentally inbred man or, a so-called individual? Are these words referring to a general habitual man suffering from amnesia? The question is just what type or quality of consciously formed essence is really being referred to here?
It is safe to agree that the quality of individual referred to here, is a woman or a man, in the process of becoming increasingly conscious in their lives, making them more sensitive and intelligent, gracious and dignified: In effect evolving.
From this, it becomes relatively easy to appreciate that this part of the sentence, is clearly pointing towards individuals living above the line of existence, in relation to the seven levels of the planetary astral light. In essence, this sentence is specifically directed towards an individual who possesses an understanding of the principles of the occult, or unseen worlds, in relation to the process of refinement development and is applying this understanding in a practical manner to evoke genuine change within.
For instance, such an individual would be fully aware of the obligation facing each member of the human race to conduct oneself in a certain way, by performing a specific nature of work, upon one’s inner life.
Yes?

DIE
This is referring to the second quickening occurring during a specific stage of the refinement development journey. This process occurs as an individual passes through a shock, or octave change, representing the transition from Model Two, the homan being, to Model Three, to the himan being.
Now, there are many inner lives inhabiting the content of the soul and aura of each individual. Some lives are cultural and some lives are not. Some lives are in support of refinement development, and some lives live only to sustain the resistance against a life of refinement. For the most part, cultural lives have no interest in conscious sacrifice, compassion, care, patience or any of the other nine essential qualities that are the primary foundation of a regenerative lifestyle. As a matter of fact, cultural essences are like fire and hot, whilst the nine essential qualities, are like living fire, but cool. These two qualities cannot appear in the same space, FOR VERY LONG, WITHOUT CAUSING EXTREMIS OR ARRESTATION as the higher must displace the lower. The event related to the immediate and almost instantaneous extinction of certain large dinosaurs, is a very good example of what can happen when something unrefined, comes into contact with very, very, high force.
However, the many cultural lives inhabiting our inner selves, originate from all manner of different influences that we have repetitively come into contact with, or made connection to, during our lives. All of these inner lives, or essences, live and contribute to our perception and attitude of life, eventually forming the basis of who we think we are, our self-view, and the foundation upon which our Personal Religion eventually comes to rest.
However, it is important to appreciate that these lives all resonate at many different rates of vibration. Some lives are rare and fine, some are degenerate and coarse. Some lives like and support one aspect of our life, and yet there are other lives living inside of us, that love the same thing, other lives hate.
As a matter of fact, if a person really understood the deep and profound meaning behind the sentence; “Human’s do not do things, things do things through humans”. This understanding would answer ninety-five percent of the inexplicable mysteries behind the contradictory aspects causing degenerate behaviour. The many, thousands of unseen lives, alive within an individual are at the root of any and all episodes of counterproductive, neurotic, psychotic and egotistic behaviour, you or I may have experienced throughout our lives. If only one could remember to remember, what is at play in one’s life, during these experiences of internal conflict, much of what is taken to be arbitrary, could immediately be eradicated from ones spectrum of experiences..
But of course, if a person succumbs to the path of least resistance and rationalizes why it appears to be impossible for them to stop behaving in ways that are severely counterproductive, to the harmony and wellbeing of their lives. The realization that one is not an individual, but a collection of inherited, fragmented, ideas, opinions, reasons, and attitudes will evade them. Many of these inner lives are completely opposed to each other, and therefore, not only completely oblivious of each other’s existence, but live in conflict. One life will write a check, but a completely different life, will be suddenly faced with having to produce the money representing this check. This in short is at the root of inner contradiction.
For those that have a certain degree of self-knowledge, hindsight is a truly beautiful thing, but hindsight is a very different form of inner life, from whatever it is that stands in the way of refinement development, and rest assured there is a certain degree of these self-sabotaging lives present within us all, many of which serve to buffer or obscure the real causes of one’s spiritual dilemma.
If a person does not believe they are lost, the thought will never occur to them to stop, and ask for directions. The very suggestion that the majority of people are not whole, but fragments of a degenerate inheritance, which is continually seeking the means and the ways to prevent a person from realizing they are not in control of their own thoughts, feelings, reactions, or their life, is abhorrent to most people. This is why allowing oneself to identify with one’s experiences of life, is the source of nourishment sustaining one’s own inner demons.
So the point is this, each of us is full of all types and qualities of lives. Some were conceived to live within the human complex, and some come about as a result of essences conceived as a result of choosing to live an alternative life style. A lifestyle contrary to the natural principles and function of the human complex. Lifestyles not recognized by the evolutionary essences onsetting at this time, that is to say, cultural essences, do not support a refinement development journey as they are parasitic upon the powers of the soul. Some cultural essences are conceived within us to resist attempts to begin a refinement development journey, by using of self-sabotage. Other lives work by distraction, justification, rationalization, and of course the most powerful and thus prolific, sensation of all, is hypocrisy.
On the other hand, some of these inner lives remain completely indifferent to the events of life, meaning they do not help, nor hinder, but weigh us down, because their indifference, and dismissal, is apathetic and emotionally draining and mentally disabilitating.
But at the end of the day, all of these different lives fall into two separate camps; there are the lives that are above the line, and there are those lives which live beneath the line of evolutionary requirement.
What does it mean when we are informed that it is required of us to die, if we intend to refine and develop? When a baby is born, in a sense, it dies in one domain and is reborn in another. A baby spends nine months forming within the combustion chamber of their mother’s womb. In terms of scale, this period in the baby’s experience, is a whole complete lifetime, from its appearance or birth within the womb, until the birth, into the womb of the Great Mother, planet Earth which is equal to an experience of death as the baby leaves the womb.
Therefore, see that to leave the womb of the Great Mother and become conscious of the essence of the Father, represents a form of death. In the same way that a baby being born from one womb into another, is all a matter of scale.
We may be certain that one who has successfully died and been reborn, is no longer open to the influences of the culture, nor is the culture able to exert its influence over such a person.
Why?
Because they are too far apart, somewhat like, night and day, or from a metaphorical standpoint, the Devil, and God, that is to say the expendable and custodial domains.

AND IS BORN AGAIN
To be born again is not the type of process a person can suddenly decide to experience as a result of their own culturally induced, self-centred, over inflated, personally biased desires. Behind this personal wish lies the premise that an individual has the power to force The Absolute Cause into action, which would be comical if it was not so tragic an assumption. The sense of self-entitlement, which is currently in possession of the minds of the human race, has no limits. On one side, it openly declares a non-belief in an intelligence behind the human experience, suggesting life can be explained very simply as an ongoing accident. The reason why this is a gross example of an over inflated sense of entitlement is because, it suggests the world exists for one to arbitrarily consume it. Because the assumption is the planet and its resources exist for no other reason than to compliment one’s own parasitical tastes and personal desires.
On another side, a sense of entitlement has created an attitude, which says, “I can command god to do, and provide me with anything I want”. In the sense that whatever a person’s idea of god is, it contains a clause which insisting that god exists to immediately serve, and grant them, all of their personal wishes and desires as a prerequisite.
The third sense of entitlement is one that continues to remind an individual of their responsibility to live gracefully, and true to their design as is conceivably possible. Where the entitlement is in not wanting to be excluded, fixed, or arrested, but to serve that which caused one to exist because of a sense of value.
Being free of the first two attitudes, and arriving at the realization of the reality behind the third, is very much the same as discovering meaning behind the phrase; to be born again one must first die. The death is not so much a physical death, as it is a mental and emotional disconnection, and reconnection, from that which was beneath the line, to that which now lives above.
Dying is not referring to a physical death; it is speaking about reconnecting to one’s regenerative essence life, and slowly disconnecting from the degenerative personality, connected to the cultural influences of the lower astral light, to reform and consciously write one’s own ticket.
But what does it mean to be born again?
Although the experience of being born again may be different, from one person to the next, the process is the same.
One must pass through the Refiners Fire, and have the courage to look the Dweller on the Threshold, directly in the eye.
One must face oneself; see one for what one is, know oneself, in terms of one’s limitations, one’s engravings, instinctual preponderances and idiosyncrasies.
To experience death during one’s journey can take place gradually, over several years, many months, over a matter of days, or even suddenly within mere hours. Whether a person’s nerves are able to withstand such an experience depends on how prepared, developed and well referenced one is, in terms of such things as their nerve life, magnetic center, attitude and sentiment.
It is a most valuable period when legitimately earned, where one is left to face oneself. It is the battle of the two camps; those lives who live above the line, and those lives living beneath. It is an experience presided over by a government, order and dominion that concerns itself with principles and not personalities. It sees all, and during this process, it will allow one to see oneself through its eyes, from the higher vantage point of reality. To see oneself as one truly is, in terms of what one is and the true value connected to what one has and may become in the future. This of course is in relation to one can be, what one should be, had the effort produced to do so been at full. It is a valuable, most sought after experience, especially when experienced in the absence of personal involvement.
This event is similar to experiencing a shock, either very quickly or gradually, that completely and utterly changes an individual, from the inside out. Unless this experience of sincere and genuine angst and remorse is experienced, it cannot be the same as being born again. For, when an individual is genuinely born again, they change. It is the type of change that is irreversible. If a person has genuinely died to the entity of the culture, it is impossible to revert to their former selves, without destroying themselves in the process. Now one is aware that what is real is not subject to worldly opinion. To experience if but for a fraction of a second will change everything, so one must be very careful what one wishes for.
This is the reason why it is impossible for an individual who has genuinely been reformed, to accept the shadow world of cultural life as real.

IN NO WAY
This part of the sentence immediately points towards the reality of the human condition. Yes, on the one hand, man is in possession of the ability to choose. Yet on the other hand, there is only one way, one process that can offer personal development.
“In no way”, says, it is impossible to reach one’s goal by any other type of life-style other than that designed to be naturally processed via the human complex, no matter what the individual may believe.

CAN HE ENTER THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN
Where is the Kingdom of Heaven?
Is it above the clouds, as so many people believe? Or is it a metaphor for the higher mental and emotional faculties of the himan Complex?
You will also notice the word “can” is used instead of the word, “will”. This suggests that this statement has been made from the domain of Amber, which says; “I CAN”, and this confirms what has been previously proposed which is that Amber is the domain where a life offers what they are, up upon the alter of conscious sacrifice, in the sense of what they believe they are able to do; in the hope that this intention will be married to the fulfilment of Ruby, which says “I DO”. Therefore see that to respond from the place of “I Can”, is connected with one’s intention, however to respond from a place which is equal to the words “I Do”, is reflective of work in progress, there is a difference.

EXTREMIS & ARRESTATION
During the times of the Saviours, there was an opportunity for any member of the human race to refine themselves to a point whereby, a connection could be established to influences originating at a point higher up in the Ray of Creation.
For example, a person could perform a certain type of inner work on themselves, and by doing so establish a connection to essences living within the solar domain above that of the planet. When these connections are successfully made, the conductivity offered by such a connection, enhanced every aspect of an individual’s life. Such a connection is responsible for causing regenerative changes in the human complex. For example, the quality of the skin becomes more youthful and vibrant. An individual experiences a surge of energy, unlike anything experienced before, often making it very difficult to sleep. Due to the increase in the quality and amperage of these influences, moving through the complex, the brains, mind and mentality, are able to work more intelligently and sensitively. As a result of this refinement, new thoughts, new emotions, new sentiments about life, and new attitudes appear.
This increases the overall vibration of the human complex, raising the frequency of the essence of one’s life, allowing for a refinement in connection to the astral light. Eventually, such a continual refinement in sympathetic resonance leads to the brain being quickened by an activation of the pineal gland, and other connected phenomena, relating to the evolution of the brains in the head. The point is, previous to this time, none of this would be possible without the previous conscious efforts on behalf of mankind, by these Saviours.
As an example, if a person was in the first year of a class, but stayed behind after their class was over, in order to sit in on an advanced class, which is given to second, or third year students. The student who consciously sacrificed their own time, upon the alter of deepening their understanding of the topic of their study, would clearly have an advantage over all of the other first year students, whose attitude did not include presence of mind requiring them to make this additional effort.
But at some point, the first year students would arrive at the end of the school year and when they return, to continue the following year, they will be at a disadvantage, when compared to the student who made an additional effort towards comprehending governing principle behind their original intention.
There are two things taking place here.
One is the conscious sacrifice of the student who has developed a principled will.
The other is the fact that nothing can stay the same; everything is in process, either from high to low, or from low to high.
See that this analogous class of students, will be made up of a range of students. At the highest level of the class will be one, or perhaps two students, who will devote extra time to listen, and learn in advance of what is generally required of them. However, at the same time, there will also be students who are not necessarily lazy, or delinquent, but they are not exemplary either. Finally, there will be students who for one reason or another, display no genuine interest, aptitude or application, for what is being taught to them, and this quota of the class represent those who are destined to fail, because their attitude and governing sentiment prevents them from trying.
Now is the time when such an analogy as that provided above, holds remarkably true for mankind.
There are humans alive today who are desperately trying to understand what life is all about and the nature of the role played within it. A role that is different from the many alternative, but ultimately identical roles offered by the antithesis of evolutionary life, the revolutionary culture.
There are also humans alive today who want for nothing else but to improve their position within the hierarchy of cultural life.
Then there are humans who have died, by virtue of the retreat of their essence life, despite the fact that they appear to be alive and well.
Those human beings, who for one reason or another, find the coming times too difficult to cope with, will eventually give up; like a person who lets go of the steering wheel of their vehicle, which is about to collide head on, with oncoming traffic.
This culture will, is, or has already become a world offering a quality of life that is so horrendously low, that the children are engraved with experiences which are far closer to a standard of living related to an intelligent animal, as opposed to a refining, evolving, sensitively intelligent, evolving spiritual being.